rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 apr 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • En general me parece que es difícil juzgarla porque tiene justificación pero encontrarse a sí misma no es cortarse el cabello, es amarse y decir: Adiós a la moderación, esto va a matarme. Es como tener relaciones sexuales con moderación para no salir embarazada, eventualmente pasará porque eso pasa cuando descansas de "Bailar con el diablo". Demi no es una historia de superación, es una persona que vive por los demás, y los demás de ella. Ella se ve obligada a florecer porque todos quieren que lo haga, excepto ella misma. Me gustó el documental, si siento que fue honesto, precisamente por esa razón sé que incluso siendo honesta, ella sigue perdida.

    Aleixa DanaeAleixa Danae18 minutit tagasi
  • As a recovered Ed person I think she talks too much about having control of food and substance, and recovering is just the opposite: letting go of control. And so I tell you, u don't recover from an ed in a year, ever. I still am afraid for her. Yes she's brave but she needs to know there is no day off and having a lot little moments off on recovery becomes a relapse.

    Carmen PriedeCarmen Priede24 minutit tagasi
  • Genderfluid and pansexual yas

    Mochi.luvMochi.luv36 minutit tagasi
  • This made my stomach turn more than ever.

    Paola FPaola F36 minutit tagasi
  • 11:52 for Elton John comment moderation not working

    MeganMegan45 minutit tagasi
  • i wish i could talk to you. your story has helped me mor than youll ever know. addiction is scary, but you are a beautiful soul and overcome. i too, am overcoming. thank you demi.

    RonnyRonny45 minutit tagasi
  • When Elton John tells you moderation doesn’t work, believe him!

    Magela MondeMagela MondeTund tagasi
  • Moderation? She has done 3 documentals about recovering for addiction and she is doing worse everytime. What is making her think that she will stop doing it smoking marihuana? as Elton Jhon said if take a pill you will want to take another one and it goes the same with any kind of addiction. I don't think this is something that people that has struggle with addition should follow. She is just making excuses of her actions. She did it because she wanted it. That's it! It's not for other people, it's because she wants it.

    Arelly R. Rodgers SierraArelly R. Rodgers SierraTund tagasi
  • the end part,when she cut her hair... what a great documentary legendary,actually

    stefany alvesstefany alvesTund tagasi
  • You know what, I'm a recovering addict. And I smoke weed , it helps me not want to use crystal meth. When I'm not smoking weed, I'm drinking . Alot. With some addicts, its always gonna be one thing or another. Can we all just at least be happy shes smoking weed and choosing that instead of crack and heroin. Because take it from me, weed and stimulants don't mix well. When I smoke weed, there isn't an inch of me that wants to graduate to meth. It feels like enough for me. I'm impressed with how she's able to finally control the narrative of her story like cristina said.

    • The drinking is risky. One turns to another. Drinking always makes me want to graduate to relapsing on meth because it makes me depressed.

  • "Moderation" = Next OD

    Karina AlarconKarina AlarconTund tagasi
  • @youtube do you think you could maybe read the room and not attach weight loss commercials every 5 minutes to this documentary???? Demi's whole story is partially centered around eating disorder recovery and restriction and you're really out here thinking it's chill to have your ads saying stuff like "are you still fat, no matter how hard you try to lose weight? Something is wrong". SMDH

    Rebecca RowlandRebecca RowlandTund tagasi
  • Boohoo, poor crackhead.

    Hunter JosephHunter JosephTund tagasi
  • Can't wait for the next documentary about how she was lying in this one

    Daddywise ClussyDaddywise Clussy2 tundi tagasi
  • Aburrido

    Aliezze MaraviAliezze Maravi2 tundi tagasi
  • Not me thinking it said Charles Crook

    Diagne MesaDiagne Mesa2 tundi tagasi
  • The fact she hasn’t had a cake for her birthday in so long breaks my heart.

    Lili MarieLili Marie2 tundi tagasi
  • I hope she receives every ounce of happiness, and she is literally dropped dead gorgeous

    Jordan BranahmJordan Branahm2 tundi tagasi
  • Absolutely amazing! So amazing how someone could speak about something that’s so personal in hopes that this could also save someone’s life! Absolutely so brave and it’s bravery that I never knew was existent until watching this docuseries! So much more respect has developed not just as a fan but as the public that read the headlines back in 2018! Developed so much as a person!

    Leni AquilinaLeni Aquilina2 tundi tagasi
  • te amo

    Flora ScabelloFlora Scabello2 tundi tagasi
  • Go away demi.

    vegavega2 tundi tagasi
  • I feel like her mom doesn't really get what is going on, her sisters seem way more cautious with her

    Leticia RodriguesLeticia Rodrigues2 tundi tagasi
  • Hard part of human beings life is knowing yourself. In the end of the day you make decisions that can affect poeple around you. Your are not adapted to the world, you adapt the world to you.

    Monica MontenegroMonica Montenegro2 tundi tagasi
  • this breaks my heart.

    TikTok vibezTikTok vibez2 tundi tagasi
  • You look amazing whatever you or your hair ist going to look like ! It’s about what you look inside :)

    MaxiMausMaxiMaus3 tundi tagasi
  • Who thinks her family and friends need counseling so they can stop enabling her.

    MyHellonurseMyHellonurse3 tundi tagasi
  • Addiction research show solid, clear, substantial evidence the abstinence approach has an insanely high relapse rate, toward hardly working for anyone who tries it. The risk reduction model holds a lot of promise for the future for many, really impressive to her her speak about it. Cutting edge research.

    Kenzie MayRaeKenzie MayRae3 tundi tagasi
  • i'm stay here for you my love

    Laura BeserraLaura Beserra3 tundi tagasi

    Laura BeserraLaura Beserra3 tundi tagasi
  • i love christina aguilera

    George HuGeorge Hu3 tundi tagasi
  • shes gonna start looking for more of a high during this moderation thing its scary

    Victoria MarchanVictoria Marchan4 tundi tagasi
  • Demi has truly been an inspiration to me since I was 12, and i've never even thought about passing judgment on her. Not only has her music helped me through the worst times of my life, but her always evolving stories and mistakes give me an outlet to feel less alone. Hearing her be so honest and so open about her forever changing life, gives me so much hope that one day I can be in control of my own. Thank you so much Demi, for sharing and trusting us with the truth, I will love you and look to you forever.

    Julianne CookJulianne Cook4 tundi tagasi
  • YES Elton KNOWS.

    Allora YoungerAllora Younger4 tundi tagasi
  • Is there going to be more episodes?

    Alyssa DonleyAlyssa Donley4 tundi tagasi
  • Watermelon cakes? Wtf, that is the saddest thing ever that even on your birthday you wouldn’t have a normal cake. Poor lady. She needs long term counseling.

    Jamie IsradicalJamie Isradical4 tundi tagasi
  • There’s no “recovery” without abstinence. She will be on hard drugs again. It’s never worked in the past and it won’t work now. You’re telling people that recovery and abstinence aren’t the same thing, and that’s not cool. Love what Elton John said.

    Azelea BustamanteAzelea Bustamante4 tundi tagasi
  • As a former fetti/heroin and crack Cobain addict. I got no time for these bad excuses and fake attempts to get back into the spot light.

    Joey Two ChinsJoey Two Chins4 tundi tagasi
  • I think the weed is not gonna be an issue but alcohol is not something you can do in moderation as an addict. but I really hope she does well

    strawbabystrawbaby4 tundi tagasi
  • Why are they talking about moderation with 3 cakes in the table? She has SO much desire to be okay and at peace but still trying to find the tangent to the problem :(

    Natalia GarfiasNatalia Garfias5 tundi tagasi
  • So totally fake

  • She has been "Sonny with a chance". Now she is "Demi with a chance". I hope she'll be fine forever. Take your chance, Demi ❤️

    Magical.QueenMagical.Queen5 tundi tagasi
  • You are strong ❤️ you are beautiful and thank you for sharing ❤️

    Michelle m wellsMichelle m wells6 tundi tagasi
  • She's wearing a Selena shirt

    atrofa1913atrofa19136 tundi tagasi
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    Mitcal ClarkMitcal Clark6 tundi tagasi
  • What about if you dance with the Holy Ghost? His power and love would give you whatever you have been looking for. This is a dare so many people are afraid or reluctant to try, but I am pretty sure that you won't regret it...

    Tatiana YanesTatiana Yanes6 tundi tagasi
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    Ca SneaksCa Sneaks6 tundi tagasi
  • Shroom room in her house......

    Taylor HorrellTaylor Horrell6 tundi tagasi
  • Finding a stable equilibrium of moderation with food is necessary for long-term management of disordered eating because food is inescapable: we *must* eat to keep living, so we have to find a strategy to survive constantly engaging with this source of stress/pleasure/pain. It's really difficult, but there's no getting around it. I'm not sure whether this an effective way to manage drugs/alcohol for someone with an addiction to substances, but I hope it works for her.

    gvasarigvasari6 tundi tagasi
  • This was such a magnificent, special, powerful and eye-opening documentary. I'm super grateful to you Demi for doing this and you are an INCREDIBLE Wonderfully strong woman. Never forget that. Thank you Demi.

    Just the girl with a TailJust the girl with a Tail7 tundi tagasi
  • I love the new haircut. omg

    z zz z7 tundi tagasi
  • Sadly, she is definitely bipolar. It shows. I’m happy she is surrounded by such a strong support system.

    Janelle RoyerJanelle Royer7 tundi tagasi
  • Never liked her

    Miss CreationStationMiss CreationStation7 tundi tagasi
  • Baby is that ELTON!?!!

    Katie ComplainyKatie Complainy7 tundi tagasi
  • Sobriety is your own path there is one size fits all! I've being clean off of heroin for 10 and a half years and I can still smoke marijuana. Does it make me want to go out and put a needle in my arm no recovery is different for everyone so shut the fuk up

    Twenty1Tracks !Twenty1Tracks !7 tundi tagasi
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    Minh NguyenMinh Nguyen7 tundi tagasi
  • It looks like she’s in a bathtub it took me almost this entire video to realize it was a chair

    Ariel DeanAriel Dean8 tundi tagasi
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    Marshall JoshuaMarshall Joshua8 tundi tagasi
  • It seems like she’s just doing the same things with the same people and somehow expecting things to be different. She needs to stop and just lead a normal life for a while and truly heal.

    Katie LogenKatie Logen8 tundi tagasi
  • Demi is still so lost... it’s heartbreaking

    bowen voowybowen voowy9 tundi tagasi
  • Sorry, but whatever Elton John says is pretty much gospel. Moderation doesn’t work. She’s just filling the hole, and the moderation will just creep up and up as her tolerance increases. What happens when she needs a T break? She’ll resort back to the hard drugs.

    SarahSarah9 tundi tagasi
    • Exactly

      Paulina AndradePaulina Andrade3 tundi tagasi
  • I loved❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    BrielleBrielle9 tundi tagasi
  • When Ms Lovato was a guest on "Ellen", she said she cut her hair because she was hiding behind it and it allows her to be her more authentic self. Nothing was mentioned about her sexuality. Why does a haircut need a backstory? If so, be consistent sharing it. Her life just seems so dramatic and complicated.

    Christian SatineChristian Satine9 tundi tagasi
    • Anyone else have it popping up that it requires payment to watch? But no option to pay? I'm confused.

      bowen voowybowen voowy9 tundi tagasi
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    Celsa CelsaCelsa Celsa10 tundi tagasi
  • No German Subtitle?

    Dennis CDennis C10 tundi tagasi
  • I became a Demi fan in 2011 when I learned about her struggles and what she did to get through it. I watched all her “tell all” interviews and I loved her since. Now, I’m watching this “tell all” docu series and this episode really bothers me. I really REALLLLLLYYY hope that this will be the last “tell all” that she will create because she will succeed in her plans to “take control”. Please Demi, I’ve never been so affected by a celebrity before. But I really pray that you know what you’re doing and you can take control of this disease. Praying for you, love!

    Jen PascualJen Pascual10 tundi tagasi
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    Frances MelvinFrances Melvin11 tundi tagasi
  • We Love you Demi. We are your Wingman !

    Kira KryptoniteKira Kryptonite11 tundi tagasi
  • Elton John 👌

    Heather3224Heather322411 tundi tagasi
  • I love how real she is. Like she not afraid of speaking her truth..

    BrunaBruna11 tundi tagasi
  • B.e.S.T f'u"l'l D.a.T.i.n.G h.o.T G.i.r.L's -L-o-V-e-S-e-X---❤️😘 ..👍 !💖🖤❤️今後は気をライブ配信の再編ありがとうです!この日のライブ配信は、かならりやばかったですね!1万人を超える人が見ていたもん(笑)やっぱり人参最高!まさかのカメラ切り忘れでやら1かしたのもドキドキでした,. 💖🖤在整個人類歷史上,強者,富人和具有狡猾特質的人捕食部落,氏族,城鎮,城市和鄉村中的弱者,無`'守和貧窮成員。然而,人類的生存意願迫使那些被拒絕,被剝奪或摧毀的基本需求的人們找到了一種生活方式,並繼續將其DNA融入不斷發展的人類社會。. 說到食物,不要以為那些被拒絕的人只吃垃圾。相反,他們學會了在被忽視的肉類和蔬菜中尋找營養。他們學會了清潔,切塊,調味和慢燉慢燉的野菜和肉類,在食品市場上被忽略的部分家用蔬菜和肉類,並且學會了使用芳香的木煙(如山核桃,山核桃和豆科灌木 來調味g食物煮的時候

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  • Love the new hair.

    angelangel11 tundi tagasi
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    nahin miahnahin miah11 tundi tagasi
  • I want to be Demi bestfriend I really do she is so beautiful and brave and she just inspires me❤️I crying over here

    Mackenzie’s TVMackenzie’s TV13 tundi tagasi
  • The next Amy Winehouse

    Sallie JonesSallie Jones13 tundi tagasi
  • Anyone else have it popping up that it requires payment to watch? But no option to pay? I'm confused.

    Joanie NeulsJoanie Neuls13 tundi tagasi
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    Diena BavesDiena Baves14 tundi tagasi
  • I don’t think you guys understand how difficult an overdose/addiction is I would rather her smoke weed than do these other things I think she needs to find herself but have others around her that are positive

    Donovan's PlaceDonovan's Place14 tundi tagasi
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    Maria Janina JamelMaria Janina Jamel14 tundi tagasi
  • @20:00 She's wearing a Selena shirt!

    Angela LoveAngela Love14 tundi tagasi
  • Happy for her evolution, but does she realize that she IS a person of color, being of Mexican descent ?

    Kimberly N. AliKimberly N. Ali14 tundi tagasi
  • As an outsider I’m so proud of Demi. I don’t read articles or tabloids cause nothing is ever straight from the horses mouth. I wish I could be her friend, she just seems so genuine.

    Mama LarsenMama Larsen15 tundi tagasi
  • Love you and your New hair.

    Mrs MMrs M15 tundi tagasi
  • someone tell us where we can buy elton john's jacket

    LexiLexi15 tundi tagasi
  • I wish I could break free of my internal drug and to get on no fap.... and to lose the weight I put on after my mission... it is such a struggle

    LexiLexi15 tundi tagasi
  • Me tho, wanting to be annoyed she using but same lmao, more u od more fucked

    Isabel WondraschIsabel Wondrasch15 tundi tagasi
  • I'm a recovering heroin addict and I use cannabis on occasion and have been for 1.5 years. I think its possible but recovery looks different for everyone

    Jamie Williams-LampmanJamie Williams-Lampman15 tundi tagasi
  • her mother is idk

    Lorenzo, Loreline DC.Lorenzo, Loreline DC.15 tundi tagasi
  • The laugh at the end made me so happy

    April MattssonApril Mattsson15 tundi tagasi
  • Wishing all the best for you!

    Lorenzo, Loreline DC.Lorenzo, Loreline DC.15 tundi tagasi
  • 🖤🖤🖤

    alexis harperalexis harper15 tundi tagasi
  • Gorgeous!

    Christie EkbergChristie Ekberg16 tundi tagasi
  • I only have smoke weed (always do it actually) I have tried alcohol obviously and LSD, I'm afraid of everything else bc I like weed so much that I fear to feel the same way with another drug😬

    Val JiroVal Jiro16 tundi tagasi
  • This chick is still getting high. Blah blah blah. Get over yourself.

    Jonathan EudyJonathan Eudy16 tundi tagasi
  • ❤️

    FB - Design e MicropigmentaçãoFB - Design e Micropigmentação16 tundi tagasi
  • I fully agree w the idea that sobriety works better when you don’t cut everything out.

    Ima Go ApeshtIma Go Apesht16 tundi tagasi
  • This episode is so important. I too am a person who hates to be completely cut out of food when I try to get in shape. It just doesn't work, I'll relapse and I know it. And I am so happy to know there is someone out there who feels the same way I do.

    愛滋寶寶故事屋愛滋寶寶故事屋16 tundi tagasi
  • 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

    Akshita RaiAkshita Rai16 tundi tagasi